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Back in 2021, I had surgery that left me with some “unique” eye issues, and let’s just say I haven’t blinked at life the same way since. Literally—I can’t close my eyes anymore. This has turned sleeping into a never-ending staring contest, brought on a desert-level dryness, and caused all kinds of vision problems. Oh, and modeling? Forget it. These days, I’m more likely to hide behind sunglasses than strut down a runway.

My eyes are now mismatched—different shapes and sizes, sunken thanks to some overly enthusiastic fat removal, and unable to blink right due to muscle damage. Add severe ptosis to the mix, and it’s like my face signed up for a complete misalignment package. The cherry on top? My lymphatic system took a hit too, leaving my face perpetually puffy, with bonus wrinkles from the scar tissue that showed up uninvited.

It’s been a wild, traumatizing ride. Life feels like it’s stuck on pause, and every day is less about living and more about just hanging in there. The worst part? Trying to talk about it. Most people either don’t get it or seem too polite to say, “Well, at least your eyes match your sense of humor now—ugly and dry.” Okay, that might’ve been me, but hey, gotta laugh to keep from crying. Or blinking.

 In 2021, I underwent surgery and haven’t been able to close my eyes since. This has caused constant sleep disruption, extreme dryness, and other vision issues. I used to work as a model, but now I’m too embarrassed to even go out.

My eyes are two different shapes and sizes, sunken in because the surgeon removed the fat, and I can’t blink properly due to muscle damage. On top of that, I’m dealing with severe ptosis. The surgeon also damaged my lymphatic system, causing my face to be extremely puffy and appear much larger. Additionally, the scar tissue under my eyes has resulted in wrinkles that I never had before.

This entire experience has left me completely traumatized. It feels like time has stopped for me—I’m no longer enjoying life as I once did, just trying to survive each day. The hardest part is feeling ashamed to complain about it, and even when I confide in the very few people I trust, they don’t seem to understand what I’m going through.

He said the lid would get better, but the sharp is still totally imbalance more than before the surgery. Time can help the skin grafting’s colour but not the shape and the ugly scar line.

I consulted other doctors and they said the skin grafting from Dr. Taban is ridiculous and not essential. Doctor explained that Dr. Taban sewed my eye’s corner making the shape changed permanently, It couldn’t go back.

And the most shameless thing is, I just find Dr. Taban using my picture to promote his business in YouTube but I can tell you all the result is not truth and misleading. In video, he just show you he took 10% lump and he thinks the job was done successfully. The truth is, it couldn’t help any.