I live a nightmare

I went to Dr. Taban for oculoplasty, because I wanted that sharp look you see on anime characters like Levi Ackerman. Instead, my eyes came out uneven and heavy, with people around constantly asking me if I got sick or tired. My girlfriend left after the surgery. Called me a wacko for getting botched, blaming it on me. That alone should tell you how little respect my new face commands. I completely lost my dignity. Feel like a shadow of my former, imperfect self. I’m certain I did not get what I was asking for, and since then, every morning the mirror reminds me that something went badly wrong.